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I kind of feel like a fraud. So many people have these totally debilitating addictions that they need rehab and AA and interventions for. They have these stories that are way worse than my worst night. They have all these issues that cause their lives to be these dark dark pits of emptiness and substance abuse. And then there's me. I've done some stupid things and had some bad nights. I've heard a lot of stories where I was the star but I have no memory of the events that took place. But nothing near as devastating as what some other people go through. And while it's great that I can say I'm over 2 years sober and it was a hard road to get me to this place, I feel like I'm just a fraud with a fake addiction.